And so the toxic psilocybin found it's way to my possession ever so recently, and it began my most intense trip yet. Something ultimately controlled by music and the touch of my signficant other and the thoughts shared between us. Being stripped raw of everything unnecessary and everything that was blocking the way to my heart. Ripping my sensations so hard that my eyes bled tears and my head bled color. Closing my eyes was worse than leaving them open, hallucinating many wonderful and not so wonderful things all at once. And the room would spin and shake and change size and shape and color over and over and over again. The only thing keeping me safe was the arms of Andy. I wasn't human or material, I was just trying to concentrate on existing or I may not and just disapear, melt into oblivion, which was what I was doing anyway. These thoughts left me an open wound, but it's a happy wound. Very willing to take in the healing of new insight, something new and exciting.
(Trip taken on 2.23.08)
It still affects me, something intense as that!
